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(no subject) [Jan. 21st, 2020|11:13 pm]
DanniDeer 

kind of.


I just added a crapload of people, and I want to get to know you!
you can even do it if we've been friends for ages, I don't mind =]
a- tell me your name / age / where you'z from
b- jot down a few favorite bands, or musical interests.
c- suggest a couple of your all-time favorite books.
d- movies, too. or tv shows. I'm not picky.
e- some of your hobbies and general interests.
f- tell me a joke.
g- possibly a few fun facts about yourself
h- why you added me
maybe a picture of yourself, if you want.

You should check out my boys in The Starlight Getaway.
It would really mean a lot to me.
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(no subject) [Dec. 5th, 2010|06:25 pm]
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I don’t know what I’m doing.

at all.

I am absolutely terrified of everything.

breathe in, breathe out.
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(no subject) [Nov. 10th, 2010|01:32 am]
DanniDeer 
"going to bed means admitting you’re not here,

and I’m not strong enough to do that."

I feel like posting that sentence anywhere but LiveJournal {like twitter, facebook, tumblr} would start so much unnecessary shit. Someone would undoubtedly try to 1-up me, or tell me how much worse someone else has it. I don’t care. I’m not actively seeking attention over how sad I am. I’m just trying to express myself and convey an emotion.

I can’t believe Tyler’s gone on tour for two weeks. I’ve only cried three times today.
my heart, eyes, and head hurt.

I’ve been listening to Something Corporate for a while, which isn’t helping at all.

my lips are so so so chapped. I’ve never had really bad chapped lips before in my life.

I’m really ready to make new friends. friends that are good people. friends that are nice. friends that are friends.

look at this picture of a cephalopod I drew in Forensics this morning:

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(no subject) [Oct. 16th, 2010|11:46 pm]
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I cannot comprehend how in love I am with my boyfriend.

He’s too good to me.

In other news, I hate money. Everything about it.
Every. Single. Thing. About. It.

I also hate that I’m going to be alone the entire time Ty is on tour.
He’s been at a show 15 minutes away tonight for not even 6 hours, and I’m having mild separation anxiety.
I just get so uncomfortable and tense and shaky when I’m not with him.
Hopefully the time goes by quickly. I’ll just keep focusing and doing well in school, work my butt off, read too much, and watch every documentary and movie on Netflix.

I have to get used to that.

I don’t really have a choice. This is our life.
He’s a touring musician. It’s not average, but it’s us.
It makes sense to us. It’s normal to us.
and I love us. and I love him. So I have to love this.

I’m also 75% sure he’s gonna be gone for my 21st birthday in January.

okay, I’m done being a lonely sad sack.
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(no subject) [Oct. 12th, 2010|12:02 am]
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I am so anxious about Tyler going on tour in November, for 3 weeks.

He is the only thing I have in this county, and he’s leaving.

It makes my skin crawl and my eyes swell and my fingers clench thinking about spending all of that time alone.

I had a panic attack earlier over having to go to walmart by myself.

I’m scared for me.
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(no subject) [Oct. 4th, 2010|11:25 pm]
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On Friday, we’re getting annual passes to Universal/Islands of Adventure. Which means Wizarding World of Harry Potter. Constantly. So excited.

Also on Friday, we have a reservation for a “date night” thing at a chocolate factory in Orlando. Pete and Ashley did it a few months ago, and said it was amazing, so I’m really looking forward to it. Also, I called Tyler to remind him to make the reservation, and when I called him it went straight to voicemail. He called me back and said “Sorry, I was on the phone with the chocolate factory about Friday...” could he be any more perfect? seriously.

We were supposed to go last week, but there weren’t any openings, so we ended up going to a swing lesson and dance at UCF with Kyle and Pete, and inadvertently Phil, and it was amazingly fun! I think we’re gonna try and go to some more lessons there, or at least learn on our own. Tyler and I both really enjoyed it.

But nothing much really happens in my life. I go to school, play video games, hold an incredibly boring but super easy job, and work on making my relationship as awesome as possible.

Tomorrow is Tuesday, which means class all day, then in the afternoon, heading over to Orlando with Tyler and maybe Pete, to meet Kyle for Taco Tuesday and playing Risk at his apartment. Very very excited. I miss my best friend.

Punchline released their new album like two months ago, and it’s on par for being my favorite of the year. New Jimmy Eat World album came out last week, and it’s spectacular as well. You Me and Everyone We Know’s album leaked a little big ago, and from what I’ve heard is wonderful. They’re playing a show with The Starlight Getaway, Man Overboard, and Take Cover on the 23rd of this month. That’s going to be so so so awesome. Valencia’s new album leaked, but I haven’t gotten a chance to listen. Big Time Rush’s album is streaming on buzznet right now, and I have such a big Guilty Pleasure on them. That’s all I’ve got, musically, I think. I feel like I haven’t been to a real show in ages. Hopefully that’ll change soon.

But yeah. I’m gonna start writing over at ye ole el-jay a lot more. because it isn’t tumblr, or twitter, or facebook. I’ll always have a soft spot for my real blog, which is six years old now. so insane.

I do have a twitter and a tumblr, and a facebook. I tend to not add people on facebook, unless I know them in real life for the most part, but I’m DanniDeer on tumblr and twitter and every other social networking site ever, so if you want to follow the menial bullshit of my day to day life, there ya go.

Along with writing here more, I am going to get more comfortable using my DSLR in public settings. I’m a good photographer! I really am! I just am too shy about having my camera out, and end up missing a lot of shots because of it! I just hate that every girl [...or guy...] that has an expensive camera calls themselves a photographer, and posts 200 “MySpace pics” in an album on Facebook called “pH0t0grAphy”. I don’t want to see six dozen pictures of a sepia flower. And I don’t want strangers to see me taking pictures and stereotype me like that. Not that I particularly care what people think of me, especially strangers, but it just makes me really uncomfortable.

I’m done ranting/talking/describing/blogging. Hopefully as the frequency of my posts increases, the length decreases. Sorry this was long as heck.

No I’m not. This is my LiveJournal.

I do what I want.

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(no subject) [Oct. 3rd, 2010|11:01 am]
DanniDeer 

we are the masters of the couple jumping picture.

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(no subject) [Sep. 8th, 2010|09:17 am]
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I have the best friend in the universe.

work 8 hours today, then I come home and pack.

spending Thursday with my baby, then headed to Louisiana.

I’m so nervous, and I have no idea why.

ho hum.

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(no subject) [Sep. 1st, 2010|10:34 pm]
DanniDeer 
I am so happy to be where I am in life right now, and the direction in which it is going.

For a smart girl, I’ve made some stupid, stupid decisions in the past, but that’s exactly what it is...the past.

I’ve learned a lot, learned who wants me around, whom I want around, how I want people to see me, and what exactly I want out of life.

I’m going to be a crime scene photographer, a blood spatter analyst, and, if I can, a fingerprint specialist.

No doubt about it.

I wake up every day EXCITED about school, EXCITED about my classes, and EXCITED about the career they’ll lead me to.

What could be better than that?

Nothing, educationally. It’s all I could ask for.

My hair’s getting so long finally, my boyfriend is wonderful, I have a job that I enjoy and pays well, and I’m going to Louisiana next week. Life is pretty okay.

Kyle moved to Orlando a few weeks ago, and every single second it breaks my heart.

I hate that he’s an hour away from me, instead of 10 minutes, and that I only get to see him once a week.

He’s the best best friend I could ever ask for, and all of the good things in my life are because of him.

I’m so thankful for him believing in me, trusting me, and loving me when it felt like no one else in my life did, and for being the reason Tyler has stayed with me, and the reason we started dating in the first place.

He’s been there for me, in various forms, for so long now, that I can’t even begin to tell him how much I love him, and how much he means to me.

So, Kyle, I love you a lot.

Tyler and I’s 5 year anniversary is next week. A week from Friday, to be exact. The 10th.
That’s insane in the best way possible.
I’m really kicking myself right now, though, because The Starlight Getaway was supposed to be on tour then, and I got offered for my mom to pay for my plane ticket to Louisiana to see my family the 9th-13th, so I took it.

Now their tour got pushed back/possible cancelled, so he’s home and I’m the one gone.
So stupid.

But we’ll celebrate it, anyways.

I’m so in love with him.
So so so so in love with him.
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(no subject) [Aug. 27th, 2010|09:03 pm]
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